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Festival of Colors

Change

What do you do when you need a change but you're stuck in the same town doing the same thing in the same apartment with the same people while working the same jobs and having no real opportunity to get out of any of these things for at least one more year, possibly two?

I'm slightly bored with my life. I think that's a bad sign.

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Went down to Spanish Fork to pick up colors for the Festival of Colors tomorrow and stopped on the side of the road to take this sweet pic.

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Time to change my wallpaper on my desktop from a winter wonderland to a more summery scene. Also, Gchat with Mal.

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I know, I know.

Not only can you not really read this, but I did two candy heart pictures in a row.

Deal with it.

Click on it to read.

I created this little passage during PGP today. My attention span in class has really gone downhill lately.

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Today was a good day.

During devotional, Mallory and I solved the health care problem. Not too shabby. After work and school, Mal and I went to Walmart (hate Walmart) to get me a shoe organizer, then we went to Los to get some food and to party, then we went to Smith's and loaded up on grub and ran into Chelsea and Eric and also found these gems (Edward and Jacob Sweethearts: Fire and Ice), and then we came back to my place and studied for and took our PGP quiz. It was a really good version of what could have been a really crappy day.

While Mallory and I are great friends, we do disagree on somethings. I just can't connect with a person who prefers ice cold vampire blood to the hot-bodied, sculpted torso of a werewolf man!

Politics

I have tried for most of my life to steer clear of anything having to do with politics, but I came to the realization today that there is no way to avoid them. You know what it's like to have something gnawing at you for years and years but you continue to ignore it? Well, I've actually got a ton of those things, but one huge one has been politics. I have distanced myself from all kinds of politics because they scare me. I am a very opinionated person and looking back on an experience I had my senior year of high school when I participated in a debate about abortion, I know that the way I express my opinions can sometimes be explosive. So, I have tried very hard to avoid having an opinion about anything political from that point on.

I have done this by remaining ignorant. I have never voted because I have never known enough about the candidates to justify supporting one or the other and I refuse to blindly follow one party or another. I don't claim a political party because I have views that agree with both and because I refuse to educate myself on what each really supports. I never watch political speeches and I never take a stand on any issues. I argue that it is because of my general lack of knowledge that I keep quiet, and I do feel that if you don't know what you are talking about, you should educate yourself before taking any staunch position. However, I am finally facing my fears and trying to become more involved.

I have been taking education classes and they have a lot to do with the community and the government because, let's face it, that's where I'll be getting my paycheck for quite a while probably, and the more educated I become, the more involved I want to become. I was hoping this would never happen, but I think, despite my previously avoiding the subject entirely, that it is my responsibility as a citizen to contribute to the betterment of my community. I think it is especially true if I want the right to complain about things like (dare I say it?) Healthcare Reforms and No Child Left Behind... because I plan on complaining for years and years to come.

So, with my new found love of politics, I am open to learning all I can and would love any information any of you might have.

Also, I figure since I've been perfectly capable of and willing to get involved in politics on a smaller scale (such as those at Los and my other places of work as well as in classes), I should be just as willing to get involved in politics on a larger and more important scale. Because, just as it is important who is managing a restaurant so that they can make good policies and make good lead servers, which will affect the employees at the restaurant on a more personal and immediate level, it is important who we vote as president and what bills are passed because the decisions made at the top really do trickle all the way down to every single one of us in one way or another.

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We made posters... again... in Adolescent Development today.

This class is so riveting that I had to line up the markers and take a picture in order to stay awake.

I do learn things in this class though. For instance, the ability to understand that I was just being sarcastic when I said that the class was riveting is a cognitive skill developed during adolescence. Good work, teens. You can understand my blog.

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This little dude is my new best friend.

He's Emily's baby, Nathan.

We had a Rock Band party tonight and he is looking at Danny play the drums in this picture.

It's fascinating.

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I really wish I hadn't taken this in front of metal. I took some with Elise in the background, but they were a little out of focus. So this is the best I could do. This little beauty is a fork that Russ turned into a flower/heart wrenching tool at work yesterday.